Friday, January 16, 2009

The story of a conflicted knitter.

I've been working on these socks even though I don't like the color and I'm not thrilled with the pattern. They are not what I want to be knitting.



I've been working on this blanket because the new baby will be here in less than two months. It is not what I want to be knitting.



I really want to be knitting this shawl.


I love this shawl. I love the soft yarn that caresses my fingers with each stitch (Jade Sapphire cashmere). I love the pattern that changes enough to maintain my interest (Harbour Lights by Sivia Harding)



I even love the silver beads that came out of my stash to add the perfect amount of sparkle to the knitting. I love knitting this shawl, which is why I am avoiding it. I love knitting it so much that I don't want it to be finished. I'm sure it will be pretty when it is all blocked out and the lace is shown in all it's glory, but I will be finished knitting it. I won't ever have the same connection to it.
If I knit one repeat of the edging each day and only one repeat, I can enjoy knitting this shawl for another fourteen days.

4 comments:

  1. Anonymous10:15 am

    oh.. beautiful!

    tho you're going to have to put your thinking cap on regarding post titles. hehehe...

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  2. Anonymous1:01 pm

    It really is gorgeous! And such self-control; I'm impressed!

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  3. you know what.. i totally understand what you're saying. when i finished the bison heartland, i actually cried... now it's sitting in a shoe box.

    i think when i initially posted a comment you were just writing/editing the blog. all i saw was a picture or two, and the post had no text or title. i think for a minute or two the title was 'c'.

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  4. You are right. That's what happens when the fat finger gets too close to the "publish Post" button before you have actually said what you wanted to.

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